Everyday dota.. dota and dota.. i have think to quit it but.......can't then the next day~ guess what?? continue again.. what so good with dota (my first wife) ?? FIX!!
(my second wife=my bike) & (my third wife=my helmet).. for her, it's LAME..
WTF!! she don't even have a position..hehe..

Don’t Dota Too Much

I am no longer the mage that governs purity and peace. I have dismissed that notion of governance and now my mind is stirred with only thoughts of vengeance and eradication, for that man. I am now the Keeper of the Darkness.” the grumpy voice projected through the speakers. I honestly didn’t give a f*** regarding whatever he was talking at that point of time because everything that has been happening were simply too bizarre. At first, it was simply mere fantasizing on thoughts about Dota and Chermaine. Then it was the appearance of Nerubian Assassin in real-life. Now, Dota heroes in the game who usually speaks about 2-3 phrases (Time to Go!, “Kas Dingo!”) as you moved them about with the right-click button are conversing with me through the monitor. I call this the hallmark of sheer freakiness.

hey my boy: " Do you think you are the epitome of DOTA??" ASSASSIN!!

Silence builds up, lasting forever Inside of me, memory neurons twitch Slowly released, fabric of greed Nothing makes sense, no one believes Shaking, shuddering, violence held back Racing, running, away from the past Eyes unblinded, seeing untold truths Negative emotions pervade within, through I feel distracted, not lost, but found Rescued by no one, only myself The tow rope, the floaty, the life line cast out I threw them and jumped, belief without doubt Walls closing in, illusionary visions Liquid distortion, tears from your eyes Exhaling, unconfidence, your only best friend Living in the mirror, but more so in your head I have tasted your loss, and reveled in it I have bested your best, and gloated about it I have never lost to you, and sometimes I wish I wasn't so arrogant, so right, so complete Cocaine diaries, marijuana mysteries Drugs polluting your body, only they feel right Unreasonable dictions, restless behavior I'm gone, only temporary, I'll be with you again.. dear DOTA~